That time of the day I truly struggle through is about 2pm to 4pm. My medication has a big part to play, why? It is a time when my medication is wearing off before I take my night time medication. I have no ambition to do anything, but retail therapy! Amazon.ca, because I am in Canada. The U.S has so much more then us.
I finished Jenny Lawson's first book yesterday. It made me sad, but also she had a pretty screwed up life. What I am getting at is that I am just grateful I never had to experience the dysfunctional family she has. However I am blessed! I know some of you are probably "FUCK YOU I was never raised right and how dare you rub you privileged life in my face" Basically I was given a lifestyle where I was raised the best my parents knew how. 2017 I turned 37, but struggled with this fucking disorder. So we never had financial struggles, but anyone who has money knows it doesn't do fuck all for your emotions and mental struggles! I am smothered by my parents and sister, they constantly want me to check that I got home alright. I supposed it would be worse if it was the reverse. It is perspective, just look around at our world and the disrepair it is in. Murders, natural disasters and politicians greedy and don't give a shit about the state our plant is in, because they will be dead when we have "Armageddon" so to speak. So fuck it, you are entitled to your opinion ab